I'm in the process of a major transition, having completed my separation from the town that I've lived in for the last twenty-three years. Hopefully, I will be able to regularly write in this blog from here on.
I've been re-reading the Udana, and this translation (by John Ireland) if from that Pali collection:
3.5 Mahāmoggallāna
Thus have I heard. At one time the Lord was staying near Sāvatthī in the Jeta Wood at Anāthapiṇḍika's monastery. On that occasion the venerable Mahāmoggallāna was sitting cross-legged not far from the Lord, holding his body erect, having mindfulness with regard to the body well established within him.
The Lord saw the venerable Mahāmoggallāna sitting cross-legged not far away, holding his body erect, having mindfulness with regard to the body well established within him.
Then on realising its significance, the Lord uttered on that occasion this inspired utterance:
With mindfulness of the body established,
Controlled over contact's sixfold base,
A bhikkhu who is always concentrated
Can know Nibbāna for himself.
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
Body as Way and Goal
Amataṃ tesaṃ viraddhaṃ, yesaṃ kāyagatā sati viraddhā.
Amataṃ tesaṃ aviraddhaṃ, yesaṃ kāyagatā sati aviraddhā.
Amataṃ tesaṃ aparibhuttaṃ, yesaṃ kāyagatā sati aparibhuttā.
Amataṃ tesaṃ paribhuttaṃ, yesaṃ kāyagatā sati paribhuttā.
“Those who have missed mindfulness of the body, have missed nibbāna. Those who have not missed mindfulness of the body, have not missed nibbāna. Those who have not made use of mindfulness of the body, have not made use of nibbāna. Those who have made use of mindfulness of the body, have made use of nibbāna.” (A.i.46)
(translator: possibly, U Sein Nyo Tun, because the same text is at http://www.aimwell.org/Books/Ledi/Anapanasati/anapanasati.html#BodyMindfulness)
Amata is an ambrosia of immortality. It also means a state of security from change. Amata is a synonym for nibbana. So, here we are talking about the realisation of the deathless, and the deathless realisation.
"Those who have made use of mindfulness of the body, have made use of nibbana." The deathless is often made into something so aloof that the idea of 'using' the deathless is rarely heard of. It reminds me of Sariputta's advice to Anaruddha to "turn toward the deathless." Again, often we encouraged to be very passive in our relation with the immeasureable. So, these passages need investigating in our actual lives. How can we now make use of nibbāna? Maybe Buddhadasa's idea (and I'm remembering this and not verifying the concept from his books, right now), the idea of little nibbānas that happen everyday, would be useful here?
Along with this teaching, or in the context of this teaching on the mindfulness of the body, there is a lovely teaching in the Majjhima Nikaya, the Samana-Mundika Sutta, where the Buddha says (in Bhikkhu Thanissaro's translation):
"Now, an individual endowed with which ten qualities is one whom I describe as being consummate in what is skillful, foremost in what is skillful, an invincible contemplative attained to the highest attainments? One endowed with the right view of one beyond training, the right resolve of one beyond training, the right speech... the right action... the right livelihood... the right effort... the right mindfulness... the right concentration... the right knowledge... the right release of one beyond training. An individual endowed with these ten qualities is one whom I describe as being consummate in what is skillful, foremost in what is skillful, an invincible contemplative attained to the highest attainments."
This is the ten-fold path = nibbāna = with the vision of things-as-they-are (which is right knowledge beyond training). The present path is the goal, the goal is the path. This very body - is the way and the goal.
Amataṃ tesaṃ aviraddhaṃ, yesaṃ kāyagatā sati aviraddhā.
Amataṃ tesaṃ aparibhuttaṃ, yesaṃ kāyagatā sati aparibhuttā.
Amataṃ tesaṃ paribhuttaṃ, yesaṃ kāyagatā sati paribhuttā.
“Those who have missed mindfulness of the body, have missed nibbāna. Those who have not missed mindfulness of the body, have not missed nibbāna. Those who have not made use of mindfulness of the body, have not made use of nibbāna. Those who have made use of mindfulness of the body, have made use of nibbāna.” (A.i.46)
(translator: possibly, U Sein Nyo Tun, because the same text is at http://www.aimwell.org/Books/Ledi/Anapanasati/anapanasati.html#BodyMindfulness)
Amata is an ambrosia of immortality. It also means a state of security from change. Amata is a synonym for nibbana. So, here we are talking about the realisation of the deathless, and the deathless realisation.
"Those who have made use of mindfulness of the body, have made use of nibbana." The deathless is often made into something so aloof that the idea of 'using' the deathless is rarely heard of. It reminds me of Sariputta's advice to Anaruddha to "turn toward the deathless." Again, often we encouraged to be very passive in our relation with the immeasureable. So, these passages need investigating in our actual lives. How can we now make use of nibbāna? Maybe Buddhadasa's idea (and I'm remembering this and not verifying the concept from his books, right now), the idea of little nibbānas that happen everyday, would be useful here?
Along with this teaching, or in the context of this teaching on the mindfulness of the body, there is a lovely teaching in the Majjhima Nikaya, the Samana-Mundika Sutta, where the Buddha says (in Bhikkhu Thanissaro's translation):
"Now, an individual endowed with which ten qualities is one whom I describe as being consummate in what is skillful, foremost in what is skillful, an invincible contemplative attained to the highest attainments? One endowed with the right view of one beyond training, the right resolve of one beyond training, the right speech... the right action... the right livelihood... the right effort... the right mindfulness... the right concentration... the right knowledge... the right release of one beyond training. An individual endowed with these ten qualities is one whom I describe as being consummate in what is skillful, foremost in what is skillful, an invincible contemplative attained to the highest attainments."
This is the ten-fold path = nibbāna = with the vision of things-as-they-are (which is right knowledge beyond training). The present path is the goal, the goal is the path. This very body - is the way and the goal.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
An Aspiration
Jacob Needleman, always a servant of the Good, the True and the Beautiful, posted these words on the body, on his blog, at http://jacobneedleman.com/blog/
"And what we are seeking is a body, a life on earth, in which our actions and behavior serve the higher impulses and intentions, the higher feelings, that constitute the heart of true human virtue. We are not simply searching for an improved version of moralist automatism nor for childish self-assertion masquerading as freedom. In a breathtakingly real sense, we are searching for a new kind of body, a body that has a new aim, a new purpose: voluntarily to serve the Good. And, to compound the mystery, in the search for a new kind of body within ourselves, there exists the possibility of discovering a new heart, source of love within ourselves that we have perhaps glimpsed within our lives, as in the legends where the seeker or the hunter has but one fleeting glimpse of a serenely beautiful face or a great winged being - a glimpse which, when understood, has the power to change entirely the direction of one’s life."
- Excerpt from Why Can’t We Be Good
"And what we are seeking is a body, a life on earth, in which our actions and behavior serve the higher impulses and intentions, the higher feelings, that constitute the heart of true human virtue. We are not simply searching for an improved version of moralist automatism nor for childish self-assertion masquerading as freedom. In a breathtakingly real sense, we are searching for a new kind of body, a body that has a new aim, a new purpose: voluntarily to serve the Good. And, to compound the mystery, in the search for a new kind of body within ourselves, there exists the possibility of discovering a new heart, source of love within ourselves that we have perhaps glimpsed within our lives, as in the legends where the seeker or the hunter has but one fleeting glimpse of a serenely beautiful face or a great winged being - a glimpse which, when understood, has the power to change entirely the direction of one’s life."
- Excerpt from Why Can’t We Be Good
Sunday, May 30, 2010
In Whatever We are Doing
Continuing with MN 119, Kāyagatāsati Sutta... In the following passage I took the liberty of replacing the usual "carrying her robe and bowl" with a more neutral reference, "in respect of clothing."
"Furthermore, seekers, a practitioner is fully aware when going forward or stepping backward. When looking at (something) or looking away - she is fully aware. When moving or extending her limbs - fully aware. In respect of clothing - fully aware. In eating and drinking - fully aware. While chewing and tasting - fully aware. While urinating and defecating - fully aware. Walking, standing, sitting; asleep or awake; speaking or silent - she is fully aware.
As she dwells thus, ardent, diligent and committed, her thoughts about mundane concerns are abandoned and hence the mind becomes inwardly steadied, quieted, unified and collected. In this way a practitioner develops mindfulness of the body."
"Furthermore, seekers, a practitioner is fully aware when going forward or stepping backward. When looking at (something) or looking away - she is fully aware. When moving or extending her limbs - fully aware. In respect of clothing - fully aware. In eating and drinking - fully aware. While chewing and tasting - fully aware. While urinating and defecating - fully aware. Walking, standing, sitting; asleep or awake; speaking or silent - she is fully aware.
As she dwells thus, ardent, diligent and committed, her thoughts about mundane concerns are abandoned and hence the mind becomes inwardly steadied, quieted, unified and collected. In this way a practitioner develops mindfulness of the body."
Mindfulness of the Fragility of the Body.
Going into hospital this week for a small operation on this body. How fragile, how vulnerable, it is to the illnesses typical of old age. I think of that description by the Buddha of his body before he died. Ananda suggested he stay longer, don't die now, but the Buddha said:
"Now I am frail, Ananda, old, aged, far gone in years. This is my eightieth year, and my life is spent. Even as an old cart, Ananda, is held together with much difficulty, so the body of the Tathagata is kept going only with supports. It is, Ananda, only when the Tathagata, disregarding external objects, with the cessation of certain feelings, attains to and abides in the signless concentration of mind, that his body is more comfortable.
"Therefore, Ananda, be islands unto yourselves, refuges unto yourselves, seeking no external refuge; with the Dhamma as your island, the Dhamma as your refuge, seeking no other refuge."
I find that so moving, that he counsels Ananda to take up his practice, at this point.
(By the way, often this and similar passages are rendered as "be a light unto yourselves." However, I go with Thanissaro's translation, here: 'island.' The 'island'-translation is not only more likely, but it has phenomenological and psychological implications that are more helpful to our practice. One of the issues met on the path is the unwillingness to feel the separation that comes with increasing differentiation. "Island" raises the issue of 'independence.')
Anyhow, all that said, off to hospital to have them cut up this composite body of organs.
"Now I am frail, Ananda, old, aged, far gone in years. This is my eightieth year, and my life is spent. Even as an old cart, Ananda, is held together with much difficulty, so the body of the Tathagata is kept going only with supports. It is, Ananda, only when the Tathagata, disregarding external objects, with the cessation of certain feelings, attains to and abides in the signless concentration of mind, that his body is more comfortable.
"Therefore, Ananda, be islands unto yourselves, refuges unto yourselves, seeking no external refuge; with the Dhamma as your island, the Dhamma as your refuge, seeking no other refuge."
I find that so moving, that he counsels Ananda to take up his practice, at this point.
(By the way, often this and similar passages are rendered as "be a light unto yourselves." However, I go with Thanissaro's translation, here: 'island.' The 'island'-translation is not only more likely, but it has phenomenological and psychological implications that are more helpful to our practice. One of the issues met on the path is the unwillingness to feel the separation that comes with increasing differentiation. "Island" raises the issue of 'independence.')
Anyhow, all that said, off to hospital to have them cut up this composite body of organs.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Whether Moving, Stationary, Sitting or Lying.
I am exploring the Kāyagatāsatisuttaṃ, or, Mindfulness of the Body Sutta. The opening passages encourage us to 'let go' of our hard-won sense of identity, 'atta,' and to not to be fixated on some egoistic result from our mindfulness/meditation/contemplation. This openness is usually expressed by the phrase 'setting aside worldly concerns.' It requires turning attention toward what is essential in our lives.
This way of freedom is to sincerely open to the 'more' that we don't yet know, and to open to not knowing who or what the 'I' is, in us. This sutta is an invitation to really care a lot about being intimate with 'what is.' Anyway, let's look at the next paragraph. It indicates that the contemplative life, the life of meditation, is about more than sitting on a zafu, a meditation cushion; more than sitting in an ashram, a temple, a safe haven; more than being good on Sundays.
"When moving about, when stationary, when sitting, or lying, or whatever way the body is, [the yogi] knows clearly what she's doing."
Literally speaking, the text reads that: "When moving [about], she knows: "I am moving."' And, "When sitting, she knows: "I am sitting."' This phrasing (which is rendered in Enlgish with speech marks) and similar phrasing in other suttas, (such as the 'Four Establishments of Mindfulness Sutta') has been taken by some traditions as the scriptural basis of the mindfulness practice of 'labelling.' It can also mean, simply, that she is present in what she is doing, fully conscious of whatever she is doing, whenever.
Then the text goes on to say that this is done in the same spirit of wakefulness expressed hitherto:
"As she dwells thus, ardent, diligent and committed, her thoughts about household life [mundane life] are abandoned and hence the mind becomes inwardly steadied, quieted, unified and collected. In this way a practitioner develops mindfulness of the body."
How are we householders to understand this abandonment? Certainly, this is not an invitation to not take care of outward responsibilities. I suggest that it's best approached by understanding that we are invited to abandon our selfishness, our narcissism - nothing in our householder's life is worth clinging to as 'me' or 'mine.' There's nothing - not the 'me,' the 'mine,' nor the relationship between them - that is not dependently arisen. This is to be realised right in the midst of our relational life.
So, let's put these together:
"When moving about, when stationary, when sitting, or lying, or whatever way the body is, [the yogi] knows clearly what she's doing. As she dwells thus, ardent, diligent and committed, her thoughts about mundane concerns are abandoned and hence the mind becomes inwardly steadied, quieted, unified and collected. In this way a practitioner develops mindfulness of the body."
The attachment to 'I' and 'mine,' the division which constellates our preoccupation with narcissistic concerns, drops away. Such freedom is realised with mindfulness of the body. Isn't it: "Amazing! Wonderful! Marvellous! What the Blessed One says about mindfulness of the body is amazing."
This way of freedom is to sincerely open to the 'more' that we don't yet know, and to open to not knowing who or what the 'I' is, in us. This sutta is an invitation to really care a lot about being intimate with 'what is.' Anyway, let's look at the next paragraph. It indicates that the contemplative life, the life of meditation, is about more than sitting on a zafu, a meditation cushion; more than sitting in an ashram, a temple, a safe haven; more than being good on Sundays.
"When moving about, when stationary, when sitting, or lying, or whatever way the body is, [the yogi] knows clearly what she's doing."
Literally speaking, the text reads that: "When moving [about], she knows: "I am moving."' And, "When sitting, she knows: "I am sitting."' This phrasing (which is rendered in Enlgish with speech marks) and similar phrasing in other suttas, (such as the 'Four Establishments of Mindfulness Sutta') has been taken by some traditions as the scriptural basis of the mindfulness practice of 'labelling.' It can also mean, simply, that she is present in what she is doing, fully conscious of whatever she is doing, whenever.
Then the text goes on to say that this is done in the same spirit of wakefulness expressed hitherto:
"As she dwells thus, ardent, diligent and committed, her thoughts about household life [mundane life] are abandoned and hence the mind becomes inwardly steadied, quieted, unified and collected. In this way a practitioner develops mindfulness of the body."
How are we householders to understand this abandonment? Certainly, this is not an invitation to not take care of outward responsibilities. I suggest that it's best approached by understanding that we are invited to abandon our selfishness, our narcissism - nothing in our householder's life is worth clinging to as 'me' or 'mine.' There's nothing - not the 'me,' the 'mine,' nor the relationship between them - that is not dependently arisen. This is to be realised right in the midst of our relational life.
So, let's put these together:
"When moving about, when stationary, when sitting, or lying, or whatever way the body is, [the yogi] knows clearly what she's doing. As she dwells thus, ardent, diligent and committed, her thoughts about mundane concerns are abandoned and hence the mind becomes inwardly steadied, quieted, unified and collected. In this way a practitioner develops mindfulness of the body."
The attachment to 'I' and 'mine,' the division which constellates our preoccupation with narcissistic concerns, drops away. Such freedom is realised with mindfulness of the body. Isn't it: "Amazing! Wonderful! Marvellous! What the Blessed One says about mindfulness of the body is amazing."
Monday, March 15, 2010
Practising, Training & Learning
The Pāli verb in this text which is used to describe the practitioner's process - where the whole-body awareness and the breath are unified - the verb is 'sikkhati' which means (from the Pāli English Dictionary) that the practitioner 'learns; trains oneself; practises.' The practitioner is learning to do something unusual, to intimately know the present, intimately know the actual breath, and be embodied. And the practitioner is learning to discern the difference between the concept of the breath - or of the body, or even the concepts about attention itself - and the actual referent, the event that the word point to. It's a re-training of our natural sensitivity, after years of living in our self-representations (and their corresponding 'world-representations.') When I say 're-training,' I don't mean like dog-training. It's a natural unfolding, an organic process of awakening to how things are.
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